Sunday, September 17, 2006
{ 12:17 AM }
life is rather chaotic lately. too many things happening at the same time caused that much of trouble...no participation, yet i felt. right now, i'm listening to my immortal and it is giving me a sad touch. i noticed through all these events that, no. 1, no matter how hard you try, you MAY NOT succeed. no. 2, people may blame you even though it is NOT your fault. no. 3, we human can be rather scary at times, pretending to be who you are not. no. 4, it's easy to say " i give up!" but, it's not easy to give up because of all those external factors. no. 5, what you wish , is NOT what is going to happen. i've learnt quite a lot of things here. i will not give it up! go all the way! hahaas..there is something for me to work hard for..so no matter how hard, i've to strive on:] and i'll wait.